For me it might even be monumental.
Sure, I'd be living with five roommates, but still its a place not connected to my parents.
And definitely not connected to school!
It's a place that is the simplest ways sets the foundation for my future.
WOW...
That's a lot of pressure. However, reality is setting in that sooner than I thought. Before I know it I will be completely out on my own fending for myself. That reality is a bit hard to face, especially the one referring to where I will reside in the next year, at one point I even worried I might have to live in my car (the worry still occasionally does cross my mind), but after a day like today I feel a bit more at ease. Thank GOD for people who can calm my anxious spirit.
So here I go, in just short of five weeks I will be moving out on my own. And in December I will graduate from college, only to be thrust into a world were I no longer preside on mommy and daddy's insurance plan. I don't know if I'll make it to be honest, but I do know something; and I believe that it's the something at sets me apart from others my age, I will do absolutely everything necessary to survive out there on my own. Now the next thing to do, take a leap of faith....and actually put a deposit down on some place....ahhh!
Peace and Love,
the gal in the red glasses
the gal in the red glasses

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