and it gets erased...
Maybe that means the computer "gods" we not in approval???
Who really knows. What I do know is that this summer internship is turning out to be an interesting one. And I don't know yet whether its for the better or the worst but it has become apparent to me that this world I once thought I was meant for, might not be "good" enough for me. I am hoping that this feeling is only due to the "grunt" work I am stuck doing, but in all honestly I am very observant and the work I see being done around me is work I could do very easily and probably more effectively that I see it currently being done.
I am a well educated, creative/innovative person and my personality tend to lead toward a leadership mentality, so having to step back and follow directions for someone I believe in instructing me in an ineffective way gets a bit frustrating.
For example....I'm organized so when I see people scrambling to find a simple thing like glue...I get well.... a bit annoyed. I mean this is a multi million dollar organization in over 90 countries....but they can seem to find me a glue stick???!!!???
This was not the persona I thought was originally associate with this organization. But now I am wondering, maybe I am capable of more?
I don't know if this is just selfish ambition or my pride but it does make me curious. However, for now I'll push it to the back of my mind and get back to my cubical. Who knows maybe tomorrow the office will offer me a more concise message than what I am currently getting. And maybe it wont. Guess I have the summer to find out.
Peace and Love,
The gal in the red glasses
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